so i feel like whining. get over it.
i suck at drawing to begin with. what makes me sad is that if i wanna draw something on my computer, i gotta use the touch pad, which kills my artistic self esteem even more. i mean, there are scanners at school. but i don't really want to tote sad little drawings of my characters across campus and then bring them up on a computer screen for everyone to see. call me weird, but i like to keep my imagination to myself (mostly *cough*lauren*cough*)